drama update

Well, I think it has finally ended, or at least I hope so...I'm sure for them they will keep talking but it's not my problem, I removed myself once and for all. I switched out of the class and now go to school at night.

Before you start saying I am running away from the problem and whatever it is that you might think, hear me out.

So, on thursday (the day after the last drama), I went to school, I didn't speak to them unless spoken to, but I was nice and normal...I wasn't pouting, I wasn't giving dirty looks, I just sat and did my work and didn't really pay too much attention to them. So we got to our last class which is lab. We were told to partner up and to do a full exam (which would take the whole class) so since this would take one person a whole class just to do it, there was no way we could work in groups of 3. Well, there were 6 in my former group of friends, 2 had paired up, the other 2 paired up (the erikas that hate me) and it left me and one other who had remained fairly neutral, so I didn't really think it would be a problem. But she was kinda clinging to the erikas, and so they told her that they couldn't be a group of three and she was like why not, and they were like leigh doesn't have a partner, and she goes "ewww no" so at that point I got up and left, there was no point in me sitting in that class not doing anything and I was really hurt by that.

As I left I got to thinking. This is our last week in the classes we have now, meaning monday our class was going to have 6 people, 3 hate me, one is me, and the other 2 don't hate me. If they were going to be childish like this and refuse to partner with me now, than there were surely going to be more problems later. So I went to the director and switched to night class. Am I happy about that? no, I would much rather have stayed in class during the day, but I just didn't really see there ever being any real resolution to all this.

I must say that as much as I didn't want to switch, I am so relieved since I have...I knew I was stressed out, but seeing the difference in how I feel now and how I felt then, I can't believe how stressed I really was.