Saturday, August 15, 2009

I was just enjoying a lazy day Saturday when I thought it would be nice to update the ol' blog while I'm not mid crisis :).

Things have been returning to more normal which is a HUGE relief to me. I feel more like myself, which is weird because I never realized how unlike myself I was until recently now that I am feeling better. It's so weird to look back and see how miserable I was, but I didn't even really realize it at the time, if that makes any sense.

I had a slight set back this week when I developed a cold...but luckily that was all it was and I'm actually already 98% over it. Although I'm not going to lie, when I first started noticing it I was scared I was having a mono relapse, I am relieved it was just an everyday cold.

My apt is an overwhelming mess, while I was in the midst of the mono, and when I went back to work full time my dr said to let house (apt?) work go for a bit, that I needed to save my energy...and I took that to heart. Now the thought of cleaning overwhelms me and I don't know where to start. As crazy as my mom drives me, I might see if she wants to come over one day this week and give me a head start...then she can also spend some time with libby...and I'll be at work...it's not like she cares to spend time with me anyway (did I just say that?).

Today is the 15th...which marks 2 months at my job. Granted it was slightly on again off again...it has gone by really fast. I love my job, and I love it even more now that I am not sick anymore. I am so incredibly thankful that I found it right out of school. Especially knowing that some of the people I graduated with...or ones that graduated before me are either still looking for jobs or miserable in jobs they settled for. Every now and then I am dissapointed in myself that I settled for being an MA and that I didn't stick out trying to go to nursing school...but I think I'm in a good place right now in that I can still finish school and get my RN...but in the meantime I'm content in a job I like, getting experience that I couldn't have gotten anywhere else, working with great people...even to the point that I'm totally fine waiting a year or so to go back to school.

Anyhoo, all of that to say life is good for now.

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